I am on the cusp of change. I am wrestling with the decision to move out of my house and go out on my own for the first time. Looking for a “big girl” job. Trying to deepen and invest in friendships that I consider worth having. I am trying to become the person I want to be. I still want to travel and explore. I want to make art and write again. It’s just hard to break that expressive silence, even when it’s in the form of a blog post. For graduation, one of my generous gifts was a journal. I’ve only written notes from work in it.